Sangreal - something new for you

I'm encouraged to see many hits, page views, from all parts of the world checking my new entries this week!  My birthday is in a couple of days, I'm feeling the return to my solar home in my birthchart and here's a new entry.  I want to post more proems here.  This one 'Sangreal' is really the essence of me...I wrote it on the beach, a hot day today.

    Sangreal

You knew I was moonstruck

Not endearingly crazy

And like that song

I just might be the lunatic

You’re looking for.

I wear my age like a badge of courage

Excited as a child

With a discovery of a new wrinkle

In my skin. Truly –

I look in the mirror

Amazed at my refection

Hoping I can always see.

Thanks for my mobility –

I practice, rejoice in movement,

Run as fast as I can

Remembering the gladness

Of young legs and bare feet running

Leaving puffs of footprints

On a dusty country lane in summer.

Booze, cigarettes – these adult things

Are gone long ago and far away

In my quest for transparency,

Craving purity in my body,

To be clear minded like a vessel –

I search for that holy grail.

What about lovemaking?

Yes, I love you.

Not just wanting to be with you

Or to be a part of you.

Not needing a twin flame or soul mate,

Or better half, or life partner.

I want to be you,

Become you and you become me.

We’ll be in touch with all sides

That way – we’ll be one

And oneness is the ultimate result

For everything.

Remember what the secret of the holy grail is?

It is not the answer we seek

But to ask the right questions

To each other.

I pull you to me –

Drawn by my tides of emotion,

By an embracing lunar kiss

But there is method in my madness –

Detachment is hurtful

And is not the same as freedom.

Know I love you

And you are free

But I’ll always pull you to me

Away from heavy Earth

To weightless heights of heavens’ body

Because I’m a moon child

And not endearingly crazy.

One of my fave places, a beach near my home.