Monday, November 22, 2021

Updating, new place, new times

 Hello again.  I'm fine, no longer living at the Indian land condo.  I've done well with real estate in the last few years and it was a good experience.  Some luck, prayers, and all during a pandemic we bought and sold, 2 places sold, one beautiful condo purchase.  It is nice when a person doesn't have to worry about money...but I'll not feel secure ever in that regard lol!  It's like even if I was a billionaire I would say "Well, I could run out of funds, you know that space program took a big chunk."  

Actually, being busy with packing, storage, moving etc last couple of years has taken my mind off the pandemic, the drought, the forest fires, and now the floods and food shortages, gas rationing in BC.  I  follow the news and have several relatives and friends involved near disaster areas presently.  I can't visit anyone near the coast of B.C. right now, from the interior.  It's a state of emergency in the province.

I'm well, quite happy indeed, and glad to be back in the city!  I was born in this town, thought I'd move out, left for 7 years, and now I appreciate being back right in city center.  The deaths made me leave, escape to the solace of country living to recuperate...my sister, my cousins, my estranged husband, my lover...all gone one after another and I couldn't deal with everything, associated it all with the city.

That's all changed.  Here I am, wiser in some ways.  I learned you can't always make new friends when they are countrified and I was raised in the city.  It's not class structure, it's not about values...I don't know what it is.  You can't turn people into something they are not, and vise versa.  It's all quite enlightening.

Another thing...my imagination has been constricted during the pandemic and the busy times.  I want to be inspired, to have my imagination back.  Inspire me, someone, in the right ways!! I'm losing my imagination and becoming too realistic.  I know what I don't like, which I highlighted in my Twitter pinned tweet.  Alcoholism, drugs, and people who abuse life I have little or no tolerance.  Added in that mix...men with obvious Freudian psychological problems. 

If I wanted to be with someone young enough to be my son, what does that say, in Greek mythology?  If a man wants to be with someone young enough to be his daughter or granddaughter, what does that say about his mental maturity?  Maybe 100 years ago it was okay, but we're supposed to have evolved.  Many actions which were acceptable in past centuries are seen as appalling now, and from those who have been abused as children by adults, I say, please men in 21st Century, act responsibly.  Thank you.

Happy winter!