North or Tropics? I'll decide

Already mid November.  See...this is how life goes and what do you do all through it?   Is a guide, spiritual or other here to show me the way?  I think so - a spiritual guide manifested in actual life scenes around me.  I foresee the future sometimes and it helps me to have this vision.  Some things I don't foresee, blessedly or life would be too difficult.  My mantra is "I create my reality" but I created it thus far according to foresight and dreams.  I really must follow the path to have an amplified big existence.  I want to travel to warm places, more than ever I want to see new tropical lands especially in the winter.

Winter in the Canadian North is basically hibernation, short dark days and waiting for Spring.  Yes, of course I make the best of it, enjoy each day and eve, shovel snow and marvel in the spirit of nature....
but as I grow older it seems winter in the North is kind of a waste of precious time.  Been there, done that.  Okay, time for bed...another day, dark at 3:30pm, is over and now midnight has approached, day after night after day.

I long to get away with my secret lover of my dreams, to run on the Tahitian sands in January, to explore a tropical jungle with him, listening to calls and songs of exotic birds and inhaling fragrances of many heavy scented otherworldly blooms.  Who wouldn't want that?  Why choose anything else if this dream is possible.

Okay, I'd like to sit by the fireplace, as fire burns warming my secret lover and I, while we talk about marvelous things, sip honey tea and then...finish packing and get ready for our trip the next day...
To The Tropical Islands!

I can't help but think of a Nirvana song today, fits my space and mood.  Come to me, my love, sent by Kurt Cobain  and my angels ....in the sun...in the sun  Marry  Marry (spelled my way, no apologies) But too bad for the obnoxious buzz killing ads, my apologies.

Honouring the Pacific souls

Rest in peace, young native Joshua, my neighbour, 19 years old and killed while driving on the highway first early snowfall this year beginning of November.